I want to open my heart, a little about my feelings......

In my life i have had some disappoinments whichs some have been strongers and of each ones i have learned something.....ran out the years and each experience have made me a stonger woman, instead to feel sadness for the life i feel the opposite, i am a woman extremely happy, i got things what maybe neither 20% people i know , have got (no materials things)...

For me, the honesty, the true is a fundamental value in the life, without that don't be nothing, nothing is possible for build to basing in lies and for that sometimes i don't understand to the people, i don't understand some ex boyfriends.....¿is so difficult to say the true, look to the eyes and to confront the situation?......i don't think so.........if necesary to have value for that and no all have that, a man really, brave and valuable is that one to looks you the eyes and say to you honestly him feelings and what he wants, what he whishs.......

I am not looking a couple in my life because this way, alone, i feel happy, some day i looked but always is the same: the first time all is good, all is harmony and affection after come the lies, the hypocrisy and finally the sadness......i don't want that in my life, now like i am , i feel happy, happy with myself, quiet, enjoy the life, enjoy each detail of the life, a conversation with a friend, in the chat, read a tolstoi's book "Ana Karenina" or Troyat "Nicolás I" a book which speak about history of Russia or Coelho with the "Alquimista", play with my nice nephews, watch tv, to be with my mother only watching tv or have lunch together, go for a walk to the park, to swim, improving about the salmons, working with they......

Maybe never get married or won't have childrens but i don't mind because have people which got married and they aren't happy, have the better jobs with good salaries and don't be happy...the life 's secret is have the happines inside you, that is to be happy!!!!!!!!!

I am happy when i can help someone which i need my help and the better reward is know i helped that person and now she/ he is better.....that is the true happines.

The essence of the life is know the happines, for that all come to the world and i know it, i carry it inside my........